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Roughly a week later, in the same places but the world has changed.  The disease is hitting hard, panic is setting in.  It is strange to think that something as automatic and as simple as proximity to other people can be dangerous.  Several countries have closed borders, schools and universities. People have been told to … Continue reading 13.

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I’m nervous, anxious, tired, dizzy.  Enjoying cycling.  Need to get away from here.  Uncertain, unconfident, nervous of everything. Later the same day, or the following day, I’ve just briefly imagined myself on the morning train passing through Lewisham.  I just about miss it, that daily routine, a feel of being a part of something.  Something … Continue reading 22

Making film. Writing. Justifying being creative. Or not justifying, just being.

(December 2019) I used to make lots of video art pieces. I did a degree in Fine Art but was put off painting there. I think for a while I was in love with the idea of being an artist, in a studio, wearing clothes covered in paint, and generally being "alternative" and "radical", without … Continue reading Making film. Writing. Justifying being creative. Or not justifying, just being.